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i'm doing an intro to yoga series that i started tonight at 7th heaven, i put in an application to train to volunteer at sfsi (san francisco sex information), and i signed up for the free (to tba members) intro to voiceover workshop with the voicefactory this saturday. i've been thinking about what the hell i could do with my life, so i looked at a list of things that are important to me. as far as i can tell, i'm interested primarily in language, human rights (especially related to sexual orientation), and sex-positive advocacy. also, i really do think i'd like to try to see if i can get into voiceover work. so, i'm going to see about that, and i'd like to spend some time doing something useful that's important to me instead of just being a total slacker, so i thought volunteering for sfsi would be cool. (yes, this might also have something to do with L's concerns about my having way the fuck too much free time on my hands...)

i kinda do and kinda don't want to audit the portuguese class that i was going to last semester again. i stopped doing the work for it about halfway through and would really like to learn more, but i'm just not as motivated now as i was... i haven't managed to get myself to go to the class yet, and it's the 3rd week of classes now. i think i'm kinda nervous about going and it being the same teacher and feeling like i should be able to actually speak to her in portuguese about wanting to sit in on the class again, so the anxiety is helping to keep me away. i keep thinking i should do some review but of course i haven't yet. sigh.

and, i currently have about 10 kiwis and a pile of bananas and a huge fucking leek. i decided to try organic produce delivery, thinking that maybe if i know it's coming and that i need to eat it before the next delivery, it will encourage me to cook at home more... i was going to share it with anthony, but he didn't think it was worth it. he said stuff was much cheaper at berkeley bowl. it does seem like they'd give you more for $25, but hey, i'm lazy and never make it to berkeley bowl and wouldn't know what to buy even if i did. getting the stuff delivered to my doorstep and then having to deal with it might help get me to the point where i'm eventually able to do my own produce shopping. today was the second delivery, and i told them after this to only do once every two weeks instead of every week, but in the meantime i have a ton of veggies i have to figure out what to do with. not to mention the kiwi.