box o' starter packs and a glass o' sake

the past week has been very nice, year starting off well so far. should catch up here but i'm tired and lazy and watching gilmore girls instead.

went to the doctor today, one month on lexapro. my nurse practitioner gave me a whole box of starter pack samples, 3 months worth! she said "sssh, don't tell anyone i gave you this many." (hm, i guess i didn't heed her request...) they'll try to get my insurance company to authorise lexapro, and they'll probably fail, but for now i'm in a good mood, stopped taking the buspirone today, 3.5 months of lexapro lined up ahead of me. the teethgrinding seems to be subsiding, and although i have some amount of agitation and still some nervousness/anxiety, all signs point to improvement. did some cardio today, first time i've been to the gym in 3 weeks, so i'm sure getting back to my regular gym schedule will help a lot as well.

yar.