sat at the computer for most of the day. net finally got fixed and i did some catchup. applied to a few jobs. went to the gym tonight for the first time in... 2.5 weeks. finally feeling mostly non-sick again, yay. still very moody but certainly better than last week, when i was sick and full of sloth. the job struggle is really weighing on me though. extremely difficult to resist the negative thoughts. i'm ok if i keep myself distracted... wish i could distract myself in useful rather than mindless ways though.