i keep making myself go to these chix things and trying to connect, but almost every time i leave in tears. girls are so hard to talk to.

You'll notice that I just never show up for any of them.

Well, except for clothing swaps. Then, the awkwardness is well worth the rewards!

Seriously tho, I've left some of the get-togethers and ended up crying in the car in my driveway. Not for a long time tho - drugs have helped that kind of thing a lot. Also, I know when I'm just not up for it, and when I am.