becoming human again

finally started feeling human again. still a bit congested and definitely not working at full capacity, but human nonetheless. sunday was the first day i didn't wake up feeling crappy, and it's been better each day since.

geoff came to my chorus concert on friday night, then on saturday night he went down to wellspring (psy/goa campout), came back early sunday morning and slept and then went to paul van dyk at 1015, which i couldn't go to if i wanted to ever be well again. so unfair, especially considering geoff gave me the nasty! and i got to sit at home alone and watch gilmore girls tapes instead while he went out and partied and danced. not that i'm bitter or anything, heh. it's just that i was getting really frustrating with being sick for so long, stuck in a rut and unable to make any forward progress. now that i'm better hopefully i'll be able to get back underway with my active regimen and putting my apartment in order and finding a job and all that shite...