lilamp | this week is just too much

i am completely unfit emotionally for anything today.

so far this week:
- stressed out trying to juggle PT and other post-surgery appts with work.
- frustrated by my continuing laptop woes and inability to actually do work, and it looks like i'm going to have to get my laptop reimaged YET AGAIN, making the 4th time i have to reinstall and set up all my stuff in the past few months.
- winter malaise starting in + lack of exercise not doing anything for my mood.
- completely PMSing and ready to cry at the drop of a hat anyway.
- and then news this morning of J.D.'s passing. (i didn't know him well, only met him a few times years ago, but he was beloved by a great many people i know.)

fuck cancer.

at least monday night was full of chef franc awesomeness.

listening to god's gallipoli now, and thinking about greg's continuing struggles.

please be well and love each other, all.

edited:
- oh yeah, and let's not forget all the Occupy shenanigans (not the fun kind) going on.
- and the fact that i still have pain from my surgery and PT.