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i slept for something like 12 hrs last night and still could not make myself get up to get to work on time. i'm not feeling the full-blown anxiety i was over the weekend, but there is a low-level agitation that is very distracting. it's hard to get myself to focus on anything, which makes work difficult. i'm so tense it feels like i'll never be relaxed again. the thing i keep thinking is that i just don't know what to do with myself. i feel stuck between... between everything, i dunno. my mind just can't stop anywhere. i called my doctor's office and wait for a call back from the doctor. i need to figure out how to get myself to concentrate enough to get some work done. bleah.
