degradation of hue

[lilamp]

my hair is now multiple shades of purple, blue, and greenishbleachiness... definitely time to redye. realising it was probably very foolish to try hormones again, when i'm barely balancing my moods again with the help of the meds. oh well, i guess i figured it was worth a shot if i could tolerate it. the moodiness comes and goes, but i expect i'll end up giving it up shortly. i was feeling fairly in control, but after the nuvaring went in i could feel the hormones taking effect and really undermining me emotionally. this past week i was on the verge of tears pretty much every day. (work was also conveniently weird and stressful at exactly the wrong time.) might try to get a diaphragm. condoms are indeed annoying... (oh, and if you're curious about nuvaring otherwise, it's great conveniencewise and really not noticable at all. i mean, if you stick your fingers up my cooch you can feel it, but otherwise i don't notice it at all, nor does the boy.) life has been pretty good lately, busy such that i haven't been writing at all. had a really nice (and oh my god really fucking decadent) vday and some good bday fun. had to go to work hungover the day after my bday, which wasn't so fun, but hey my bday only comes once a year right? in other news, although mindscape has been generally good until last week, i've been having a lot of trouble getting to work on time and motivating myself while there. the bf has graciously offered to assist by being unspeakably mean to me on mornings when he is with me. oh joy. also, i have killed another mousie in my apartment. die mousies die! i would've been happy to set you free away from here, but you were uncooperative, so off to mousie afterlife you go.